And I try to be tough, but I wanna scream lyrics

And I try to be tough, but I wanna scream lyrics

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    [Verse 1]

    I have nightmares each week 'bout that Friday in May

    One phone call from you and my entire world was changed

    Trust that you betrayed, confusion that still lingers

    Took everything I loved and crushed it in between your fingers

    And I doubt you ever think about the damage that you did

    But I hold onto every detail like my life depends on it

    My undying love, now, I hold it like a grudge

    And I hear your voice every time that I think I'm not enough


    [Chorus]

    And I try to be tough, but I wanna scream

    How could anybody do the things you did so easily?

    And I say I don't care, I say that I'm fine

    But you know I can't let it go, I've tried, I've tried, I've tried for so long

    It takes strength to forgive, but I don't feel strong

    [Verse 2]

    The arguments that I've won against you in my head

    In the shower, in the car and in the mirror before bed

    Yeah, I'm so tough when I'm alone and I make you feel so guilty

    And I fantasize about a time you're a little fuckin' sorry

    And I try to understand why you would do this all to me

    You must be insecure, you must be so unhappy

    And I know, in my heart, hurt people hurt people

    And we both drew blood, but, man, those cuts were never equal


    [Chorus]

    And I try to be tough, but I wanna scream

    How could anybody do the things you did so easily?

    And I say I don't care, I say that I'm fine

    But you know I can't let it go, I've tried, I've tried, I've tried for so long

    It takes strength to forgive, but I don't feel strong


    [Bridge]

    Ooh, do you think I deserved it all?

    Ooh, your flowers filled with vitriol

    You built me up to watch me fall

    You have everything and you still want more


    [Chorus]

    I try to be tough, I try to be mean

    But even after all this, you're still everything to me

    And I know you don't care, I guess that that's fine

    But you know I can't let it go, I've tried, I've tried, I've tried for so long

    It takes strength to forgive, but I'm not quite sure I'm there yet

    It takes strength to forgive, but

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